about this mess called my life

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Dear imaginary person who cares for me,

Do you ever just look at your body and realize wow I'm a huge living thing. If you think about it briefly it's pretty easy to die. The...

I remember a time when I had dreams. I wanted to be happy. I wanted to build a home with you. With plants and pets and our little girl. I...

Emotional pain on the other hand? Or should I say love's real face? It sucks. There is nothing you can do...

I am leaving it up to fate if he will ever read these letters or not because I don't think he remembers this blog but maybe one day he will

When you first hear the word ‘loyalty’ you would probably say it has a positive connotation. It is a quality that is generally valued by...

Now the thing is the dreams I've been having lately are different from what I usually dream. They seem more intense and realistic, ...

As you can see, noone really supports my decision 100% and that's what really hurts me because they are the people who are closest to me.

So I thought I was feeling better... Sitting on the floor crying and writing this probably disproves that theory. What happened?

So why do I feel the necessity to share my personal thoughts and feelings with the internet? I don't really know. Self-therapy I guess.

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