Jun 27, 20213 min readDear imaginary person who cares for me,Do you ever just look at your body and realize wow I'm a huge living thing. If you think about it briefly it's pretty easy to die. The...
Apr 21, 20212 min readLate night thoughtsI remember a time when I had dreams. I wanted to be happy. I wanted to build a home with you. With plants and pets and our little girl. I...
Mar 3, 20212 min readHell on EarthEmotional pain on the other hand? Or should I say love's real face? It sucks. There is nothing you can do...
Feb 9, 20214 min readUnsent letters to my husbandI am leaving it up to fate if he will ever read these letters or not because I don't think he remembers this blog but maybe one day he will
Feb 9, 20212 min read'You love too hard'When you first hear the word ‘loyalty’ you would probably say it has a positive connotation. It is a quality that is generally valued by...
Apr 23, 20202 min readDreams Now the thing is the dreams I've been having lately are different from what I usually dream. They seem more intense and realistic, ...
Mar 30, 20204 min readJudgementAs you can see, noone really supports my decision 100% and that's what really hurts me because they are the people who are closest to me.
Mar 3, 20203 min readThe fear of lonelinessSo I thought I was feeling better... Sitting on the floor crying and writing this probably disproves that theory. What happened?
Feb 24, 20204 min readWhat am I doing here??So why do I feel the necessity to share my personal thoughts and feelings with the internet? I don't really know. Self-therapy I guess.
